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Today
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I have returned to the world of the web. I hope we can talk again. Sounds like you need to. It wouldn't be a bad udea forme either.  [Witchy Woman]
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2005-12-12 02:32:08 |
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Today
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hi ! :: hugs ::
luv ya homie/friend[AandC4evr]
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2004-11-11 23:24:16 |
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Today
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I'm sorry to hear this... write me, baby... your boy, bazookahead [bazookaheadISdead]
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2004-08-05 12:14:57 |
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Aargh
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Yes please...it would be nice to hear more from you. [Crazyknight]
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2004-03-02 10:02:43 |
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Aargh
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there you are!!!!! [insanitydecided]
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2004-02-26 20:11:49 |
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Aargh
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that is so neat..i checked your diary the other day to see if there was any additions....funny how that worked out...i enjoy reading it...be happy when you are back online. :) [haolcatx]
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2004-02-26 18:25:33 |
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Waiting for the ball to drop.
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A very late happy new year! (or only slightly late if you're Chinese). This year is going to be a good year. [EndsFall]
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2004-01-26 06:14:15 |
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Something.
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nothing like a house to yourself... [insanitydecided]
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2003-11-24 22:57:04 |
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Strange
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Sigh...don't you love little boy's with to much time on their hands or, more likely, their knees. Anyhow, I know how you feel; you already know that. Bizarre how we can accept things because it easier to accept tham to step out into the great unknown. Talk to you soon...Me [Crazyknight]
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2003-11-21 23:39:00 |
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Strange
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You should be commended for your command of the English language. But you have to remember to space your sentences properly. Single space for sentences. Double space between paragraphs. Got that? [Cyberspace Sniper]
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2003-11-20 17:40:19 |
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Normal.
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So what's for dinner ... I'm hungry. :] [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-11-17 18:24:28 |
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Opportunity.
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Sheez, I feel like such a dork. I reaaly do know how to spell. They need to make an XL keyboard for people with big hands & fingers. I alway hits 2&3 keys at a time. [Clanchief51]
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2003-11-16 04:16:09 |
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Opportunity.
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Some good choices. Identity ROCKED! The Itallitian Job was pretty good too. [Clanchief51]
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2003-11-16 04:13:33 |
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Extant
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It means changes is coming soon. I wish you well. [Clanchief51]
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2003-11-11 10:58:34 |
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Extant
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You're twisted. Cool. [Evil Mo Fo]
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2003-11-11 09:19:44 |
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Extant
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Tomorrow is another day [knowthisfeeling]
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2003-11-11 00:24:10 |
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friends
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cool [insanitydecided]
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2003-11-05 21:54:47 |
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Tomorrow already
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pauvre ellipsis... [insanitydecided]
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2003-11-03 22:12:34 |
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Laundry service
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The greatest blessing in the world is that you child wants to with or like you. :) [Clanchief51]
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2003-10-10 13:57:48 |
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Laundry service
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wonderful. absolutely wonderful. [insanitydecided]
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2003-10-09 18:25:49 |
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Laundry service
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I loved that! It reminded me of my five year old daughter. Children are so sweet and utterly sincere at that age. I don't know about you, but it literally seems like yesterday when I was looking into her eyes for the first time. It's amazing how the time just goes on and on before you even realize it. Imagine us, with those twenty year old visiting launderers thinking back on this moment and saying the exact same thing about how quickly the time has passed. Entries like this make me realize how precious my time is with her right now and remind me to cherish every moment because the sweetness will not last too long! I am adding you to my faves, hope you will read my diary too! Leigh [blondechickee]
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2003-10-09 15:30:10 |
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Laundry service
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Lol aww youre Daughter sounds so sweet :) Whats her name? [SkAbUs SuNsHiNe]
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2003-10-09 13:34:36 |
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Addicted
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amen [insanitydecided]
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2003-10-07 22:37:37 |
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prophylactics
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Great story. :) [Writer_B]
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2003-09-22 08:32:59 |
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prophylactics
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I always use (those fucking) condoms. It almost kind of sucks but gives me one less reason not to worry. I do hate condoms though...Maybe that is a reason for me to settle down? [MrsJones]
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2003-09-19 17:32:59 |
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prophylactics
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LOL about the box reading, I do that, too. The same with the camoflage. The last time I bought condoms it was the condoms and a hair roller for removing cat hair. I needed both. And I'm sure I looked like a freak. [Anonymous]
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2003-09-19 16:55:13 |
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Just in case there was any question.
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Haha, that's great. Would it be Monopoly or maybe Connect Four? It would have to be a game that would encourage a prone posture, not inhibit it. [bigtool4you]
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2003-09-18 07:53:18 |
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Driving the short bus.
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It takes a large heart to do what your mom does on a daily basis. I applaud her efforts, and you for helping her with them. [Anastasia Blue]
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2003-09-17 15:52:48 |
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Driving the short bus.
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Well, they live in their own little world. Perhaps they're happier that way. We are the ones that sometimes should be ashamed of ourselves. We think we are normal yet deep down we have so much thoughts that even rival the retards. :) Anyway, I guess your mom prolly did it out of responsibility, or even love. To me, she is already one fastastic person. [belly_hippie]
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2003-09-17 15:44:50 |
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N/A
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Everytime I read your entries I am amazed by your talent with words. Beautiful, poignant, touching, whimsical...I never know what to say about your entries, but, that covers them all. [Anastasia Blue]
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2003-09-15 07:07:20 |
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Home
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*smiles* that was simply..breathtaking....what a wonderful entry :) [Anastasia Blue]
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2003-09-13 20:34:39 |
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My interview
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interview me!! :) [Anastasia Blue]
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2003-09-06 20:28:23 |
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My interview
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Damn, everyone's diary is almost as long as "War and Peace", LOL. I guess I need start living more. Tahnk you, though, for your comments. I hope you got a least a small chuckle out of my diary. More to follow................ [Clanchief51]
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2003-09-04 09:00:34 |
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My interview
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Good questions, great answers.
Your assignment: Next time you go to the supermarket, get some Marshmallow Fluff. No excuses. Writer_B has spoken! [Writer_B]
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2003-09-04 08:14:33 |
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My interview
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Good questions and yeah, I do find the strangest darn things on the interstate, don't I? [Crazyknight]
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2003-09-04 02:08:38 |
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N/A
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I hope you find passion. Passion makes life...yeha, well...alive. [insanitydecided]
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2003-08-28 20:57:46 |
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N/A
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that is a crushing consequence of being creative, one that has driven more than a few great artists insane, inside or bare... focusing it towards work is the only brilliant solution... good luck... [BAZOOKAHEADthe3RD]
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2003-08-28 15:22:25 |
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Lightening strikes.
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This is a very lyrical, creative entry! I have no idea what the dream means, but I love the sounds and feelings of the language you used. :) [Writer_B]
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2003-08-28 08:31:39 |
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Lightening strikes.
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This whole entry just sounds so.....confining. I feel like i need to break you out of jail! [Anastasia Blue]
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2003-08-27 15:12:31 |
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What do I call this?
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Thank you for the kind words you left in my diary! :) [Writer_B]
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2003-08-25 08:36:16 |
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What do I call this?
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make it with me... [BAZOOKAHEADthe3RD]
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2003-08-23 15:06:35 |
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What do I call this?
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Peach cobbler, well done, ma'am. And good to hear about the self-learning, too. I hope you don't mind me noting here - I'm afraid the tables may be turning again, and that I may need to add a few candles to that Foster shrine, except not on the section that deals with Jody. [Mr. Straw]
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2003-08-22 17:18:48 |
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Doing my part.
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Your mother is a smart lady! [diary man]
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2003-08-20 22:52:16 |
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Doing my part.
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what are you doing to get butter flavoroed pussyfingers on the shelves, is my question... [BAZOOKAHEADthe3RD]
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2003-08-20 21:50:16 |
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Doing my part.
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Our grateful nation thanks you for keeping Butterfinger-flavored Quick off the market. I'm glad somebody in this world has some sense of taste! [Writer_B]
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2003-08-19 07:53:38 |
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Doing my part.
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Love your sense of humor and they way things roll with you look forward to hearing more or possibly chatting with you You are hilarious!!!!!! [knowthisfeeling]
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2003-08-18 22:45:19 |
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Gaunt
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I have an idea: Get an evil twin! On soap operas, everybody has an evil twin, who might appear at any given moment. I think it would be handy to have one who could come in, do the dirty work, then disappear again as mysteriously as they came. Within minutes, everyone starts acting as if it never happened. Now, how you could apply this principle to your own situation is a little foggy, but given enough drive and determination ... !! [Writer_B]
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2003-08-13 09:08:21 |
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Gaunt
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I know for a fact that she can be very fierce. :) Kind, compassionate people can be driven and fierce as well Ellipsis. No worries. I cannot quite believe as you do about life but that is the wonderful thing about being an indivual.....different opinions. :) You might remember me as Witchy Woman. They never mailed my password to me that I forgot. Oh well. My fault I suppose. Glad to 'see' you again and chin up girl. [Arachnae_Nonafel]
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2003-08-13 07:52:55 |
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Gaunt
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I personally think that ellipsis is very fierce and driven...don't you ? –NiCki [Miss Moss]
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2003-08-12 11:43:05 |
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Blood and guts.
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I was gonna say something profound.. then I imagined you writing me with a short dress on and no panties and the words just fell like a cheap pyramid.... [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-08-09 11:53:47 |
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Blood and guts.
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but seriously.. I'd freak if a friend had 50 pictures of me on his or her wall... more than their spouse??? *reee reee reee*... be careful over there.. if you ever see dogs trying to dig up their lawn, RUN!!!! [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-08-09 11:29:40 |
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Blood and guts.
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if I had pictures of you, they'd be on my wall too... only they'd have to be lamenated!!! cause sausage got range!!!!!!! wooooooooooooo [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-08-09 11:26:04 |
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Knife-wielding Psycho
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Oh brother!! LOL [Arachnae_Nonafel]
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2003-08-09 08:51:36 |
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The voices in my head...
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i love your knife weildin' story. lol [insanitydecided]
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2003-08-07 17:09:17 |
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The voices in my head...
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Yeah, you say, "Yes, it is either 1: my conciounse, or 2: when you think to yourself" [nobody important]
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2003-08-05 18:05:29 |
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Knife-wielding Psycho
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each drink makes more sense..each word you write stirs my sensibility just that much more... [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-08-02 12:21:28 |
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Knife-wielding Psycho
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sounds like my type of writer that would write about something like that... FINGER ME!!!!!!!! [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-08-02 12:02:06 |
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Knife-wielding Psycho
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LOL...sounds like my kind of woman. I wonder if I have dated her.... To funny! [Crazyknight]
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2003-08-01 22:21:07 |
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N/A
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Tan lines?? [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-07-30 22:09:17 |
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N/A
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It's good to have you back too! You have been missed!!! [Crazyknight]
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2003-07-30 16:14:15 |
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N/A
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I want pics of the surfer boys!!! And you'd better have more to say about the vacation that this ..! ;) Welcome back and .. um .. who's ITW? [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-07-30 12:47:55 |
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N/A
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Just in case MDD suffers something terminal I'm giving those on my fav list my email addy .. use it or don't just makes me feel better knowing the people in this place aren't lost to me forever .. suzibikerbabe@hotmail.com [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-07-24 13:58:24 |
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N/A
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Hi there, don't know if you remember me or not, but a few months ago I responded to your request for emails. We emailed back and forth a couple times, and then I did not respond to your last one. I wanted to apologize for that. I guess I kinda freaked out, because as cool as it would have been to get to know you, the idea of letting anyone else into my life (even in an online capacity) scares me. Especially someone who can read my diary and so knows what I don't reveal to the people in my "real life." Does that make sense? [The Clown Prince]
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2003-07-20 13:02:00 |
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New Panties
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I wonder if you'll have a comp where you're going .. if not then you'll get this when you get back so no need to say have a good time blah blah blah. Just odd that you were singing Leaving on a Jet Plane .. twichy and I sung that for her studio mate on Thursday just to annoy the hell out of him ... :) .. Welcome home ... [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-07-19 18:17:45 |
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New Panties
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I went away on vacation for three weeks this year, and the first thing I wanted to do when I came home was jump right back on the plane. I hope you have as much fun as I did. Good luck! [EndsFall]
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2003-07-16 09:29:23 |
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New Panties
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really reinvent yourself and leave the panties in Pittsburgh... [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-07-16 03:26:51 |
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New Panties
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enjoy yourself :) [insanitydecided]
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2003-07-15 18:02:41 |
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torture
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I can't help with the almost-kiss, but sometimes, the tape residue will come off if you put a new piece of Scotch tape over it, rub it down real good, and then pull it off. A residue-free world is a true path to contentment. I'm kidding, of course!!! [Writer_B]
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2003-07-15 09:16:42 |
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torture
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This was like a poem .. a thought-provoking poem with an almost music lilt to it. You should torture yourself more often .. ;) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-07-12 22:55:43 |
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Naked
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if I was with ya, I woulda raised yer skirt and counted the blessing BRAILLE!!! [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-07-11 05:38:19 |
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Naked
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Natures beauty sure does need another with which to appreciate it. Like, if you don't have a witness to the site where's the proof it was a stunning as you think? Someone needs to ooh and ahh with you, like during fireworks. I'd get all excited at these wonderful sunsets we get and the kids would come running to look at them with me (the ex never did) .. after a while they stopped and I thought, how sad, just me alone again. Then one day my son was yelling from the deck all excited .. Come see this fantastic sunset! ... Keep finding wonder in what you see and never stop trying to share it, you never know who'w paying attention .. [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-07-09 15:39:38 |
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seemless
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you are an awesome diarist. [insanitydecided]
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2003-07-08 01:13:42 |
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seemless
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We arrive sometimes at the coolest places when we don't know where we're heading .. just like you did here. This was a great entry .. 'we are doing something' .. a jewel of wisdom if I ever heard one. :) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-07-07 17:19:56 |
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Ridiculous
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tell her to get some wine, soft music and scented candles so she can properly FUCK HERSELF!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-07-06 05:05:41 |
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Ridiculous
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doesn't sound like too great of a co-worker. but hey, at least she's in another building, right? [kool aid test]
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2003-07-06 04:28:13 |
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Ridiculous
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Beat her to the punch, start calling her .. check on her work, tell HER what to do and how to do it. I can't see her calling you if you're calling her. :) Either that, or stuff her in the filing cabinet and steal her phone. [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-07-03 22:32:40 |
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Live the Pain
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powerful!!!!!!! read andrew vachss!!!!!!!! [bazookaheadISdead]
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2003-07-02 22:05:22 |
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Hairstyles and attitudes.
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I'd say they all went to the bars, got plowed, THEN got haircuts. Can't explain a mullet otherwise. But it would be infinitely more scary if women sported mullets as well ... [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-06-28 20:44:35 |
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Hairstyles and attitudes.
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My friend Jay just announced that he is growing his hair out into a mullet. I asked him "WHY!?", and he said simply, "Because I can." [Froovie]
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2003-06-27 02:00:38 |
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Hairstyles and attitudes.
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my son who's 17 calls mullets, "business up front, party in the back"....(: [RIPSRV]
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2003-06-24 19:53:58 |
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The sword
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I wanna go and meet the Mighty Gate's One!!!!![pout]You get to have all of the fun![/pout] [Crazyknight]
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2003-06-24 05:56:18 |
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The sword
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i just started on this thing and not 1 hour later you read it and commented thank you... ellipsis has been added to Spadetrump's favorites list. [Spadetrump]
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2003-06-24 03:52:25 |
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Hard
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i'm so glad to know that you got your dreamwriter and you're able to write at work. that definately sounds like something that would be great for you. did you ever find out what the bomb explosion was across the street? [kool aid test]
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2003-06-19 00:55:12 |
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Hard
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the worst is when you dream, wake up and spend those first few seconds believing you are someone else... then it comes down like a bodybag over you... [bazookaheadDOTcom]
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2003-06-17 22:13:18 |
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Hard
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Sometimes...just sometimes... I'd like to wake up and be somebody else for a while. Day, night... whenever. [Jaded_hope]
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2003-06-17 21:31:37 |
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Hard
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I understand the mornign part....as for nights, thats fun time...if I didn't have to work them. [Crazyknight]
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2003-06-17 17:44:58 |
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Morning
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The funny thing is I think we could gauge our whole lives by those peculiar little markers - the odd things that tell us how much time has passed (and how quickly it's gone)... [Jaded_hope]
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2003-06-16 23:52:01 |
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Morning
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Well, at least you're paying attention! That has to be a tough job, I don't think I could do it! Good luck, and have a great week! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-06-16 08:19:28 |
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competent
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Oh hell, you should point and laugh while they're still within earshot!! [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-06-13 20:20:37 |
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Back
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I so laughed at you buying dollar lots so you can go through other people's lives .. I'd love to do that but I don't go to actuions and I'd probably dollar my whole checking account away .. ! Gotta love what you do and you sure seem to .. loving the job makes us oh so much better at it. :) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-06-12 18:53:29 |
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Back
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I love looking through other folks' stuff too. I like to go to antique stores and read the backs of the postcards and photos. I can't help but wonder if the people and places in the images are somehow linked to me in a way after I touch them. I imagine the previous folks to own the items are looking down on me as I am thumbing through their lives. . .eh, but thats spooky. . .Thanks for stopping by my diary! Take care! -S [Froovie]
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2003-06-11 11:42:47 |
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Back
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If you feel that you're making a difference in their lives -- and I hope you do -- then it's all worthwhile, isn't it? [Writer_B]
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2003-06-11 08:59:43 |
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Back
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i'm so glad that you're back at work and happy with what you're doing. society in general tend to take such things for granted - somewhere in the back of their minds, people know that there are children and teenagers who need the kind of help that your shelter provides, but most people don't want to allow these thoughts to push their way through to their conscience. it's people like you who allow them to ignore the problems, because it's people like you who try to find a solution. [kool aid test]
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2003-06-10 18:43:29 |
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Back
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I have admired what you do since the first time you told me about it. It really is an important first step in helping children. Keep it up and enjoy that dreamwriter, by the way. Any luck with the power supply yet? [Crazyknight]
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2003-06-10 17:57:00 |
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The weekend.
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Woah, exciting first day on the job, was it? It sounds like it is going to work out alright though! I love the rain too, when a storm rolls in I love to lay on my car and watch the stormclouds race across the sky and feel the wind, its a great feeling! Have a nice week! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-06-10 08:44:17 |
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The weekend.
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storms are neat. i'm particularly fond of electrical storms - what could be cooler than huge bolts of electricity lighting up an otherwise pitch black sky? not so much of a hail fan, though... probably due to the storm a few years back that completely destroyed the roof and hood of my old car. [kool aid test]
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2003-06-09 16:41:31 |
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Betray
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Disillusionment. People can be enormous sacks of crap sometimes... you think there's goodies in the bag until you get really close and take a whiff - hideous analogy, I know. But somehow appropriate. On the bright side, in spite of the rabid neighbors.. you have a man you have been able to trust enough, even love, to share your life and self with. So there's at least one human being staunchly on your side of the playing field. And a bunch of MDD diarists, naturally... [Jaded_hope]
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2003-06-07 18:29:13 |
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Betray
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well you were right - the first half of this i was nodding, thinking yes, this is what i do too. i stay away from most people, because most of them will hurt you, betray you, let you down. obviously your neighbor fits into the category of the many, not the few... it is a shame, but she's definately not someone that i would continue a friendship with. her husband doesn't sound too great, either. [kool aid test]
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2003-06-07 01:29:56 |
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Betray
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Actually, the smoke from a joint is far worse than from a cigarette mainly because they're not filtered, but for other reasons. Seems the husband of this other woman isn't much of a man being so hypocritical and looking for any excuse to cheat. But, that's their business and your friendship with her is what has been tested. Either you trust her or you don't .. if you doubt then you begin to second guess and that doesn't leave much room for the trust that's at the core of any lasting, healthy relationship. If you trust her to tell the truth then talk to her .. it's hard to understand the high school attitude others still cling on to but I may have a hard time grasping it because I was an outsider all through school and never even had the opportunity to do the gossip/clique thing. Be adult, be mature .. you're the only one you can control. [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-06-06 12:46:38 |
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Betray
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I would never judge a group on the actions of one. And the thing is I still like this woman very much, maybe that's why I am left with such undefined feelings... unsure of what to do or say next. [ellipsis]
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2003-06-06 12:17:11 |
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Betray
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Wow, what an interesting life you lead. Your neighbor lady was really not your true friend after all. I do venture to say you were betrayed. This is too bad, but please don't judge all women on the inappropriate actions of one. She has many demons to deal with and she doesn't know how to be a friend! You are now wiser in spite of her. [ToastedNuts]
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2003-06-06 11:21:05 |
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I love my job
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Sounds like you had fun...just make sure you stay out of the boy's unit in the future, ok? wink wink [Crazyknight]
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2003-06-06 05:57:39 |
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I love my job
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I have totally forgotten how to play spades, or hearts ... yikes, even cribbage. This is what happens when you don't have anyone to play with (sounded bad) anyone with which to play card games (better?) ... ;) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-06-05 15:43:41 |
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Monkey Wrench
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i'm not sure if this is another writing assignment or a page from real life. either way, the woman doesn't sound very pleasant. [kool aid test]
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2003-06-01 04:20:38 |
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Writing asignment.
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.... this is the kind of thing that most guys would be shocked to hear about, how the woman was ready and wanting more but it always seems like such an impossible wish... I like the part about the food... I read the date and it seems so typical, guy scarfing down a heaping and the woman pecking away and you just think that is how women are, and then you find out it's cause she can't eat in front of him until she knows him or she doesn't want him to think she's a pig or it's hormones... I'd say these were pretty young kids though... am I right??? 19-20??? [bazookaheadDOTcom]
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2003-05-30 03:12:59 |
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Monkey Wrench
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If this is a page from you real life, keep writing .. if it's fiction and from your imagination .. keep writing. This was like a page from a book and leaves me wanting to know what happens next and where it's going ... [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-05-29 17:29:14 |
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Monkey Wrench
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This won't help with the monkey wrench, but it might help with the checkbook. At my bank, there's an automated teller that you can call, and you can find out things like recent ATM transactions, amounts of specific check numbers, etc. You'd need her account number (no problem) and social security number. If her bank offers something like that, you could balance the checkbook with less pain. Bless you for taking on this task. It sure doesn't sound like she's making it fun. [Writer_B]
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2003-05-29 15:16:06 |
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Transition
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sounds like a blast. nice to have you writing again, too. [kool aid test]
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2003-05-29 01:59:01 |
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Transition
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Heehee...you have just got to invite me to one of these parties one of these days! Sounds like way to much fun!!! [Crazyknight]
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2003-05-28 03:51:31 |
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Jell-O
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Hope you are bouncing back soon. Surgery is quite the surreal experience. Best of wishes. Love..love. [Jenrolee]
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2003-05-22 21:58:43 |
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Jell-O
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I must have miss out a lot on the net. Didn't even realize you were in surgery. Hope you bounce right back very quickly. Take Care! [willnothing]
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2003-05-15 10:39:06 |
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Jell-O
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I went over a month without eating .. there's a point where you just can't imagine ever eating again. You must have doctor tendencies because as we all know, doctors make the worst patients .... [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-05-08 23:09:20 |
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Jell-O
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Can't beat medication for making things seem better! Hope you move up to solid foods pretty soon! Get well! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-05-08 13:26:45 |
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Jell-O
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My goodness! I sure hope you're feeling better soon! :) [Paloma Picasso]
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2003-05-08 11:03:10 |
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One of those days.
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hey you, i'm takin a leave of absence for awhile. just wanted to tell you that I've always enjoyed your diary and comments. tc, rip [RIPSRV]
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2003-05-05 14:22:04 |
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One of those days.
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Yeah, some people have an innate ability to BUG us, don't they? And all of them NEED something! Jerks! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-05-02 14:23:02 |
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One of those days.
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ugh. yeah, those days suck. as for getting knocked off-line, i'm assuming you have call-waiting? if you set your dial-up to dial *70 before your access number, it will disable the call waiting, and incoming calls won't bump you off anymore. *hugs* hon hope all is well. [kool aid test]
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2003-05-02 09:37:15 |
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One of those days.
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I've had many of those days. Its nice just to be left alone for awhile. :) Good luck!! [xeltx]
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2003-05-01 22:55:50 |
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One of those days.
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well what? sorry about your day. does that hold true for commenters? [RIPSRV]
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2003-05-01 18:01:10 |
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One of those days.
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Isn't it amazing? People seem to get this wild urge to call or drop by when you DON'T want to talk to anybody. It never fails to amaze me. Talk to you soon....D [Crazyknight]
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2003-05-01 16:48:04 |
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Shooting star.
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no, actually i didn't buy it...i know someone who did! rock on! lol [William Miller]
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2003-04-30 13:33:05 |
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Shooting star.
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Getting in touch with nature, and the sky, is healing for all of us. I'm glad you had a chance to see the meteor. BTW, I've posted an answer to your question in my diary. Thanks for asking! [Writer_B]
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2003-04-30 10:21:50 |
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Shooting star.
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Very Perfect! I hope your wish included a lot of money ... for ME! J/k, that's really cool, congrats! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-04-30 08:16:30 |
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Shooting star.
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might've been a satellite falling to earth...lmao, I'm sorry, I couldn't resist.... but there is a watch out for this you know. over Italy....ok ok, it's a falling star!!! (: [RIPSRV]
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2003-04-30 03:23:37 |
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Out of here.
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I know that feeling. [Bobbo Leiberman]
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2003-04-29 18:54:45 |
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Out of here.
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i get that feeling a lot hon... think maybe that's why i'm so prone to just pick up and move... [kool aid test]
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2003-04-29 16:31:02 |
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Out of here.
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Get outdoors. Talk a walk in a park or a forest. I know, it sounds like a stupid, boring thing to do, but doing that can improve my attitude 1000 percent. [Writer_B]
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2003-04-28 10:28:41 |
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Out of here.
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Spring fever?!?! ...it's too bad that you view it as a negative feeling. THIS is the yearning that keeps us from going stagnant! This is the tugging of our soul toward something greater! It's a gift! I hope that you can embrace it and go seek your adventures! [OneDivineSpark]
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2003-04-28 08:20:38 |
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Out of here.
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Yeah, its like some crazy migration instinct or something, I hate that feeling! Good luck! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-04-28 08:06:26 |
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Out of here.
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hey, thanks for your comment. it's been a long time since we talked. i've missed ya.... [William Miller]
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2003-04-28 00:24:24 |
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Out of here.
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I feel ya... (firm and supple too!!) [bazookaheadDOTcom]
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2003-04-27 20:51:05 |
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In spite of it.
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ugh... my microsoft word hasn't been working lately either. was gonna re-install office but now you have me reconsidering... [kool aid test]
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2003-04-17 20:32:20 |
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In spite of it.
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I've got a crappy computer like that, it only works when it wants to! Hope you can get something a bit more reliable soon! [Cunnivore]
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2003-04-17 15:10:58 |
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In spite of it.
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Heh...if you CAN complain about something that pleasant, then something's really wrong there. [PrometheusX]
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2003-04-17 12:09:23 |
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Metaphysics
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So is Fate a hoax? *confused* [Some Otaku]
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2003-04-15 03:31:28 |
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Metaphysics
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Metaphysics is part of philosophy. It's the branch of philosophy that examines the nature of reality, including the relationship between mind and matter, substance and attribute, fact and value; the theoretical or first principles of a particular discipline. A priori speculation upon questions that are unanswerable to scientific observation, analysis, or experiment. It can also mean excessively subtle or recondite reasoning. I can't agree with 'everything happens for a reason' because that reason is something we assign after the fact and therefore had no reason at the time it happened ... [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-04-14 01:27:23 |
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Metaphysics
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(from a philosophy major:) metaphysics was my all-time favorite class - partly because of the professor, but also because i really enjoyed the subject matter. in the class i took, we focused on sentential logic (hard-core analytic philosophy) and "possible" and "necessary" worlds. towards the end we got into "identity" and what it is... such as: would you still be the same person if event x had gone some other way rather than the way that it did? and then when you get into all the possible turns and events/non-events that can occur in a person's life - is identity solely based on and predetermined by genetics and the environment in which one is raised? or is it as variable as all of the random occurences that make up one's experience? [kool aid test]
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2003-04-09 23:50:01 |
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Metaphysics
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Wow......I wish I had two cents! Thanks for the educational entry! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-04-08 15:39:53 |
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uninspired
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I know what you mean, I've gotten into some horrific slumps over the years! Its tough, but I'm sure you'll find your inspiration soon enough! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-04-01 07:53:02 |
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uninspired
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depressed? usually that brings out some great things. yea,my suggestion is get depressed..lmao, Id make a nice therapist huh? try music. Read a book...?? (: [RIPSRV]
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2003-04-01 01:48:17 |
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uninspired
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Tough when inspiration goes off to play hide 'n seek .. so just sit and write. it'll be crap but sooner or later inspiration gets tired of hiding and wanders out onto the page ... :) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-04-01 01:12:50 |
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Resistance
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i just wanted you to know that... because of you i have spent the last hour doing silly quizzes on that emode site... [kool aid test]
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2003-03-28 20:18:19 |
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Call my mother.
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LOL...Now thats good! I can see my mom already, "You want to use chemicals? Here you go, a bottle of Windex and the windows are that way...." [Crazyknight]
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2003-03-28 18:13:01 |
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Call my mother.
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That's good stuff! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-03-28 07:59:46 |
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Call my mother.
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LOL....I agree whole-heartedly! Let us mothers handle it!! LOL [Witchy Woman]
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2003-03-28 02:42:22 |
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Call my mother.
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Well .. don't call me, I'd not instill fear into Saddam, but my mother most certainly would! Every night before he went to bed, she'd make him drink a tablespoon of cod liver oil and in the morning, he'd have to scrub and polish all the hard wood floors in his palace as well as the toilets .. then after a meger lunch, she'd cut him down with her sharp tongue. He'll feel so small, insignificant and useless that he'll shrink to the size of a pea at which time my mother would squish him under her shoed toe .. and he'd make a very nice *splat!* sound. .. ... Threat eliminated. [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-03-28 00:49:52 |
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Call my mother.
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i like that. and i fully agree. [chefjess]
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2003-03-27 20:30:03 |
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Energy
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MMMMMmmmmmmm......goooooose...."dro ol".luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-03-27 10:42:24 |
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Energy
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You are an energy junkie! Guess you'll have to figure out how to hook up a trickle charge to you and let it energize you while you sleep .. ;) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-03-26 17:27:37 |
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Resistance
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KEWL! I gotta go try that test, it sounds super sweet! Have a great day! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-03-25 08:48:15 |
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Resistance
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I totally agree with you... So u like Alannah Miles Roxette???? xxxx [Angellilac]
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2003-03-25 04:53:00 |
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Michael Moore, A reprint.
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alrighty then! actually, well said Suz...very well said. I do agree with Michael Mooron using the plights of many for his success. A poor mans Oliver Stone with a microscopic fraction of the talent.. He's lightyears from Ken Burns; a real story teller. A loudmouth Mr Moore is for sure. And for the record, he wasn't speaking for me last nite. Go away Mr Moore. You made me laugh and think the first time, but not since. Bravo Suzi!! (: [RIPSRV]
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2003-03-24 22:09:38 |
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Michael Moore, A reprint.
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Actually social security was never meant to be more than a small supplement to what the person saved for retirement during their lifetime, because at the time not too many people lived past retirement this fund wasn't stressed, had excess in fact. But as people lived longer and were unable to save for such a long life while not working, people relied more and more on s.s. and lobbied for there to be more s.s. funds available to them. It's certainly not now what it was first intended, which is why it's in trouble. Same thing with unions. They were not once what they are now and have done a lot of good, and it's debatable now if they've lived past their usefulness. I don't know who this Moore person is but certainly the response to whatever he did needs as much research as Moore apparently should have done .. just my opinion... :) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-03-24 21:26:32 |
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Terror
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Y2k was actually a major problem, but was solved so thoroughly that people thought it was blown all out of proportion :) (I laugh when I think that banks spent billions of dollars making sure they didn't accidentally give billions to their customers). [EndsFall]
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2003-03-21 11:28:37 |
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Terror
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"They that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety." Benjamin Franklin, Historical Review of Pennsylvania, 1759 [ellipsis]
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2003-03-18 18:52:18 |
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Terror
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Industry just loves to play off fears .. it drives business. I wouldn't be surprised if 3M was the original source of that wonderful safety hint: Duct tape your house so you can survive a chemical attack. Stores are sold out, production has tripled. Yeah right and it wouldn't surprise me either that some sub government agency was behind the 9-11 attack in order to steal away personal rights because they know how stupid people are, all ready to give it up just for the illustion of safety. It's all political; and the Pentagon Papers make an interesting read ... [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-03-18 16:57:06 |
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Terror
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I completely admire your attitude! I wish more people could be like that. Worrying won't change the future. And no amount of duct tape will save you! ;} I hope you have fun. luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-03-18 16:19:20 |
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Terror
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What about during WWII with the Civil Defense system. Would you have ignored the need to "turn lights out" during air raid drills? Hopefully not. If Tom Ridge tells you to be ready remember, there's alot of people who would say, "why didn't you tell us". Ignorance and insecurity is common. And I certainly can't compare this to the Y2K days....whewwww, there was a threat to our lives. Don't worry, you can still fly your kite but would you please mount a digital camera on it so you can help watch the neighborhood? You're hereby appointed the local head of the Homeland Neighborhood Watch. lol [RIPSRV]
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2003-03-18 11:07:53 |
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Shoe
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So why is it that kids can do this but when I jump in puddles with both feet, housed in their new white shoes, I'm surrounded by men in their new white coats??? [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-03-14 00:00:26 |
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Shoe
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don't you love watching other people's children? [chefjess]
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2003-03-13 23:11:20 |
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Should
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Well I did it, I read this entire diary. I feel I know you better, understand the feelings you have. Let me drop a partition here: between you the lady with the concerns, worry and need for validation; and you the writer. I'll address the later first. I once read that the single most important trait a writer must have is producing the desire, the interest, in your reader which inspires s/he to continually turn the page...until the book is done. You have this ability. You make me laugh aloud, you make me cry and you make me think; what else is required of a writer? You are extremely gifted in sharing yourself. Making the reader feel that they are in it with, that they even know you. But I drew the proverbial partition. The person behind the curtain is confused, even a bit lost...like many talented writers are. Personally, I feel the world we inhabit houses a plethora of realities: each one carrying the same strength, power and validation to the one that owns it. Our life is all "we" have and it is important to us. But nonetheless we are all "fucked up", as you so eloquently wrote a few times. But, the dichotomy comes with not ever arriving, in either life. As a writer you will never achieve true greatness because your next book, article or letter is the most important one. Alway pouring more and more of yourself, learning more and more about yourself. Wherever you are is where you should be. Greatness can never be achieved because we always strive for more. But consistence is far more wiser to try and attain. Both of "you" are consistently making me feel. And I think that is special. Hurry back. [Just A Thought]
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2003-03-13 11:58:16 |
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Should
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I AM HERE. KNOW ME. [Evil Mo Fo]
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2003-03-10 10:26:27 |
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Should
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It's nice to see old friends again and fix the old connections sometimes. I'm glad you had a nice visit! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-03-10 08:54:13 |
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Should
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I have a friend just like that...We go 4 or 5 years without seeing one another and then we just pick right up where we left off. It's a nice thing. [Crazyknight]
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2003-03-09 06:02:04 |
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Should
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Funny how we get struck by these feelings, that we just have to listen to it as it's almost a physical need. You'll have to tell more about this old roomie of yours ... ;) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-03-08 16:50:05 |
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Dizzy
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Yahhh, a gazillion toughts zinging 'rrround trrrue yorrr brrrain can ask forrr a sleepless night, but look at it this way, you are one with the universe, and your thoughts are photons... [Garrion Wrowe]
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2003-03-07 02:09:41 |
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Dizzy
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Enjoy the sunshine, my friend, and let the thoughts come as they will. They're brewing in perfection within your imagination and waiting for the precise moment when they will reveal themselves. [Lily Rose]
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2003-03-06 13:51:12 |
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You will go your way, I mine.
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Very imaginative. [Just A Thought]
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2003-03-05 15:24:41 |
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Dizzy
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It's later now, like nearly 10 a.m. .... I wonder if you got some rest, let the dreams sort out all the thoughts. Dizzy days happen .. at least, they do in my life ;) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-03-05 09:42:54 |
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Dizzy
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take a deep breath, you're ok...have a drink, watch some cartoons, and start over tomorrow. there's always tomorrow. (: [RIPSRV]
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2003-03-04 15:36:27 |
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Nonsense
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What a wonderful expression! If only I could live by it... [EndsFall]
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2003-03-04 09:09:17 |
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Nonsense
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hello [chefjess]
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2003-03-01 22:59:02 |
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Nonsense
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But if I forget them overnight, how will I learn from my mistakes? Oh dear, a dilemma! [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-03-01 12:53:57 |
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Old
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............oh fer cryin' out loud ! [DDI9R9]
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2003-02-28 20:02:51 |
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Old
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Nice entry...I like it! Just remember, you are only as old as you feel...lol...and I know you are still young at heart. It is nice looking at ourselves years ago and taking the time to remember and dream about it. I miss it sometimes... [Crazyknight]
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2003-02-28 18:55:41 |
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Old
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well, the 3 didn't sound too bad. The first one might've saved some kids life, the second was only lonely, and the dark creepy mice lady was just trying to make friends. There are worse. [RIPSRV]
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2003-02-28 18:33:06 |
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Old
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But why would anyone yell at them? They weren't hurting anything and when you chase them away they don't come back ..! On the other hand, you just robbed them of the memory of having a crabby old person that would yell at them when they skated on the sidewalk ... ;) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-28 18:22:02 |
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Old
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Beautiful entry, my friend. Perhaps it is true that you can only live the sweetness of youth once and spend the rest of your life merely observing it. Yet, in your observation, you might live it again and again in memory. [Lily Rose]
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2003-02-28 18:08:53 |
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Life.
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how sad. [Dnice_35]
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2003-02-28 11:53:03 |
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Life.
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that would be really hard to handle, especially on your wedding day. I could only imagine the wedding day, and everyone finding out. How long ago was this? [miss day]
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2003-02-27 13:22:43 |
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Life.
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that would be really hard to handle, especially on your wedding day. I could only imagine the wedding day, and everyone finding out. How long ago was this? [Anonymous]
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2003-02-27 13:22:02 |
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Life.
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My mother loved her mother and was so heartbroken when she died. My mother is extrememly religious, the afterlife, hell .. the whole bit she believes in and yet she turned to me, tears in her eyes (months after her mother died) and asked me: "Do you think she's feeling any pain?" Me .. agnostic, though I don't think my mother knows that I am. I don't announce things like that, I live them .. but even in her belief she doubted. We know so little about life, even less about death .. but they both cause us pain. [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-26 16:53:20 |
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Life.
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Poor girl. Is she ok? Are you ok? I worry about you. Feel free to IM me at talene02002 [Witchy Woman]
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2003-02-26 15:08:24 |
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Life.
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Wow that would be a lot to handle. How is she doing now?? [xeltx]
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2003-02-26 09:46:01 |
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Order to chaos.
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What was the desired effect? What did you do and swallow to bring on this more serene aspect?? Nice to be busy but if you've found a wonder drug you are honor bound to share!! .. ;) .. Glad you're feeling more together and in control ... :) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-25 16:17:29 |
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Order to chaos.
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sorry that didnt come out a little more organized, I hope you can understand it. If not, just go back to my diary... [Advice 4U]
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2003-02-25 13:46:52 |
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Order to chaos.
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QUESTION What should I make for dinner? I know this is not a typical advice question, but I am just running out of ideas. And nothing sounds good. ANSWER I find myself asking the same question at times! Every household has their own dinners and mostly stick to the same thing, so here are some more ideas for ya... Homemade chicken soup (Throw some chickin boullin cubes in some water with carrots, chopped up chicken, and celery, then bowl anytype of macaroni.) Revenge of the sidedishes!! Just make your fav. sidedishes as a dinner one night!! Beans and macaroni I find this the easiest and really yummy. Cook some beans and mix them in with some boiled macaroni (Drained). I prefer Great Northern beans, but I guess you could do any type. Succatash Another easy and yummy one. Lima beans, corn, and peeled tomatoes. (All available in cans!) Just pop the lid off, and throw them in a big pot! Number of cans depends on size of family, and what everyone likes. Maybe do more corn then beans and tomatoes, or vise versa. Hope that helps ya!! [Advice 4U]
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2003-02-25 13:45:37 |
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N/A
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Of course everything will turn out okay .. at least, that's what I keep repeating to myself. Though I'm beginning to think I'm a liar .. ;) I'd write, honest, but I have very little time to respond coherently to e-mails I get now. It would be a terribly one-sided effort and I'd feel guilty, loose sleep, then concentration in class .. I'd fail my exams, fall to the bottom of th class and never get a job in my desired field. See how things can escalate??!! With my kind of luck, however, when I have the time .. the computer will die. But hey, keep posting the e-mail now and again and sooner or later people, such a moi, will write. . . :) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-25 02:07:52 |
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N/A
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LOL...sigh. Have a good night. [Crazyknight]
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2003-02-24 22:24:42 |
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Just be.
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You walked across water ..?? Is your friend Jesus!!?? ;) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-24 00:32:44 |
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Just be.
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Thanks Ellipsis. Sounds lovely. We don't get much of that in these parts. As a kid, though, I remember lots of rainy days. Something about seasons just seems to bring out strange feelings. For me, I guess, it's usually nostalgia of one sort or another. I always thought lots of greenery with their changing colors, with cloudy days as well as sunny ones, somehow made life feel fuller. Out here in the desert it's different. Anyway, here's to looking up.... [DDI9R9]
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2003-02-23 23:49:50 |
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I'm the problem.
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Simply accept who you are. Don't try to figure it out luv. You will go nuts if you do! That is what I have to do. You are correct...we all have problems. So don't sweat it too much. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-02-22 12:46:02 |
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I'm the problem.
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Yep, we are all screwed up in our own ways ... it's normal! Ergo .. you are normal! That's the duality of our nature, to want to go and stay, do everything and nothing .. know everything and know nothing. Life is the struggle to find the in between ... [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-21 22:44:39 |
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I'm the problem.
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Then keep writing. I happen to enjoy it. And believe me, you are no more messed up than any of us...Scary, aint it? But serious, it's gonna be ok. You have a lot of people who care out here. Remember that and try and smile. And have fun tomorrow... :) [Crazyknight]
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2003-02-21 19:33:09 |
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Beautiful
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All too true. How are you BTW? Doing well I hope. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-02-20 04:12:59 |
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Beautiful
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I couldn't have said it better ... :) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-19 13:07:01 |
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Sonnet 147
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There seems to be a loss of common...decency, I guess is the word I am looking for, in the world. People have developed this inane sense that they are right or that what you think and feel is wrong. It's a sad time for our sick little culture....See yeah soon, D [Crazyknight]
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2003-02-18 16:31:45 |
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Sonnet 147
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Some things are irredeemable and if not let go ... envelope and devour everything they touch. [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-18 15:43:19 |
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Thirty Three Question Marks.
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lets meet... [bazookaheadDOTcom]
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2003-02-17 23:11:44 |
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Thirty Three Question Marks.
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well, I'm just puppy flattered to be considered amongst your words... it's like being caught in the background of a beautiful picture... my mouth though opened and eyes stunned.. and to answer any questions from you, I think all one can do is ask a question in return: where do we read more of you??????? [bazookaheadDOTcom]
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2003-02-17 22:52:07 |
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Thirty Three Question Marks.
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I counted 18 after the initial 33 but I could be wrong .. I'm not going back and counting them, that would just be weird. [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-17 21:49:56 |
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Disclaimer.
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The thing I always try and remember is that to everyone night must fall....but the dawn always follows. (Thats saying something for one of us "Night Folk".) Smile as best you can and look to the horizon...and the dawn. [Crazyknight]
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2003-02-17 16:59:11 |
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Disclaimer.
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other than this site, what do you write?? shorts??? novels?? screenplays??? plays??? nature??? man??? nation??? fire?? sparrows????????? [bazookaheadDOTcom]
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2003-02-17 16:50:15 |
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Love
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hey u should have come to paris............richlyintune x [richlyintune]
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2003-02-16 02:52:41 |
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Love
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Forgive my obvious ignorance but is this story fabricated or real? [Witchy Woman]
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2003-02-16 02:17:16 |
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Love
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Love is very overrated .. but I found your entry quite interesting and uniquely written .. :) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-15 22:49:51 |
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Love
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Holy Shit, Ellipsis. That is brilliant.....holy shit. [DDI9R9]
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2003-02-15 15:12:46 |
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Love
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sounds like we need a moderator here...soul are you there? slow dance music please [RIPSRV]
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2003-02-14 13:21:03 |
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Love
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I am here for you if you need me. Smile, ok?...D [Crazyknight]
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2003-02-14 10:25:09 |
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Remember
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One of the tricks to writing a great story is to leave the reader wanting more. We could ask 100 questions about this encounter. The pleasure is that we can fill it in with our own imaginations. Nice job. [Writer_B]
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2003-02-13 12:20:21 |
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Remember
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Wow sounds like the sparks where really flying. I can tell why you'll always remember. [xeltx]
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2003-02-13 11:19:07 |
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Remember
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WOW!!!! Good remembrance...Hey, did someone turn on the heat in here or what???? LOL...see U soon....D [Crazyknight]
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2003-02-13 07:24:08 |
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Remember
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so how exactly do you know if PA girls don't all kiss like that?? do tell....lol [RIPSRV]
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2003-02-13 02:26:43 |
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Remember
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So .. his phone number .. share! [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-13 00:10:35 |
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Strangers
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Ultimately, we are selfish beings. This is by design, rather than desire. All we can know of the world is what our senses tell us, and mostly our vision is coloured by what we think we see, rather than what is.
So, by this definition, we cannot truly know what other people think and feel.
Which means that you need to talk to each other about how you both feel, how you see the relationship going - that you, at least are willing to take positive action.
I can see that this is really something that you'd both rather avoid (I felt the same way when it was my turn), but I think that if you don't talk to each other, you'll just keep on suffering.
Having said that, I should say that my relationship, while ending amicably, still ended, so what do I know? [EndsFall]
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2003-02-12 08:30:51 |
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Strangers
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If he understood or knew the answers to the questions you've asked then he would not have called your statements 'stupid'. The man needs to do alot of soul searching. I have too many times run into people who felt that it was all someone else's fault with none of it theirs. You are growing sweetie...he has remained stagnant. With change there is growth. without it there is death. Be that death your personality, character, spirit or what...something pays the price of standing still. I also agree with the other two. If you care to talk...you have my e-mail addy and I will gladly give you my IM's so we can chat. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-02-12 08:26:10 |
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Strangers
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Wow. Wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow. You think exactly like me. On the reliance thing. Wow. [Eyedream]
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2003-02-11 19:22:09 |
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Strangers
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I agree with you and bikerbabe above, each individual has to be able to find happiness and completion within him/herself rather than relying upon the acceptance or love of another. I hope he figures that out! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-02-11 16:47:09 |
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Strangers
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He doesn't know what he wants .. comes from not sitting and thinking hard thoughts about one's self .. what our self is really about, what we want .. what is good and right with us and bad and wrong .. how can we change it? Women do this all the time .. too much, to the point of tearing ourselves apart and down. Somewhere there has to be a medium ground. And you're right .. we are responsible for finding happiness and dealing with the pain .. others may bring it to us, but we ultimately have to deal with it. Sounds like the hubby is aware of some change in you and feels you and he are no longer on the same page .. you've grown .. he hasn't. He isn't sure how to deal with that and instead of examining himself, he's not looking to himself to change, but looking to you to stop changing. No marriage goes the distance without many changes .. I hope he finds a way of dealing with this, you are not his counselor .. he has to find his own way. [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-11 15:34:11 |
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Guess what time it is...
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thanks for the compliment... I realize that my comments sounding like I was fishing for it... but I was merely trying to protect Ani's reputation! ;) LOL... [OneDivineSpark]
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2003-02-10 16:40:11 |
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Guess what time it is...
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thanks for visiting.. but the first part of that entry was my stuff... not Ani's... [OneDivineSpark]
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2003-02-10 13:54:44 |
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Guess what time it is...
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Hey thanks for stopping my my diary, sorry you had to come in on a "hot topic" lol. Take care. [k9copper]
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2003-02-10 13:39:53 |
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Guess what time it is...
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Link to MDD newsletter [The Paper Cut]
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2003-02-10 11:49:34 |
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Stupefy
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That IS unusual. Stupefication. My favourite word is neanderthal. Neaannnnn. Derthal. Neaaaaannn. Derrrthalll. Oh, it gives me shivers. It sounds so GOOD. [Eyedream]
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2003-02-07 14:10:16 |
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Stupefy
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I just read your whole diary ... thank you for the short entries! You are welcome to read mine (of course) and you will curse me for the long entries. See, life is balanced. So many thoughts as I read but as my brain can juggle but couple at a time, the rest had to be tossed out. I'll be blunt because I have to leave in 5 min. to go to the tax lady and get my return done and sent. Do you love your husband? Why did you marry him? And is that reason still alive today? This does not sound like a healthy situation and you can't do all the work to make it better. (Tried that, most painful and it failed.) Sounds maybe like a counselor or something is called for. You seem to be a free spirit and he's turned into the old man who hates to step off his property in case he should have some excitement. Um .. well, maybe I can carry only one thought at a time, I seemed to have forgotten all I wanted to say. Okay, you feel the hubby will leave .. you don't want him to .. have you told him this? Have you told him how you feel about life, adventure .. joy ... love, sex?? You most definately need a job, if he leaves you do not want to be left scrambling for a job. Go back to school .. that's where I am .. meet people .. have those conversations .. having a kids seems as if you suddenly lost touch with all things adult. And ellipsis . . . those three dots spaced like that, that's an ellipsis and they stand in for things left out. "Thou shalt not kill; thou shalt not covet thy neighbors ass . . . thou shalt honor thy mother and thy father." Something like that .. Anyway, the taxlady cometh and I must goeth. Let's all say a silent "pleeeeeeeeese" that I don't own any money. Thanks! (and I'll be back ...) [suzibikerbabe]
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2003-02-07 11:53:21 |
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Stupefy
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Thank you.......................... [DDI9R9]
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2003-02-06 21:13:39 |
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Stupefy
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It is good to wonder. It is also good to have still some mystery, wonder and magic in this life. Do not ignore your instincts though. Trust the voice of experience in this. Be well. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-02-06 02:55:55 |
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Stupefy
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Could it be that they have heard or seen something regarding the space shuttle??? Seems like that would be a logical explanation. [Anonymous]
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2003-02-05 19:54:18 |
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Stupefy
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Could it be that they have heard or seen something regarding the space shuttle??? Seems like that would be a logical explanation. [Anonymous]
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2003-02-05 19:54:18 |
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Stupefy
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Woah, that makes me wonder too! That's pretty bizzare. Thanks, now I'll be creeped out for the rest of the day! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-02-05 15:59:35 |
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Euphrosyne
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I actually just read your entry... it was great... I am always afraid to read anyone who compliments me for fear that I will think their writing wholly banal... you have a wonderful word, baby... thank you... [bazookaheadDOTcom]
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2003-02-03 22:37:15 |
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Euphrosyne
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can't you see I'm tortured!!!!!!!!! you write well.. love, baz [bazookaheadDOTcom]
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2003-02-03 22:35:14 |
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Euphrosyne
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I cannot think that I have given you much joy. I would like to have. I wish you much joy and love in your life sweet one and wish I could contribute more joy to you. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-02-02 13:38:16 |
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Euphrosyne
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I remember Joy...she was .....well, let's just say I remember Joy...woohoo! thks for your comment too. [RIPSRV]
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2003-02-02 01:59:24 |
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Euphrosyne
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your welcome! [chefjess]
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2003-02-01 23:48:52 |
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Roots and Wings
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ellispe when you talk about having wings and no television were you in college? I had the same intellectual surroundings in college so I was wondering if that is where you were at that time. I know what you mean though. I had conversations about philosphy, religion, politics and science that would last until 4 a.m. I do that everyone in a while because I am in an educated metro area. It sure is an experiece to analize and think like that in a group though, isn't it. [haolcatx]
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2003-02-01 00:42:16 |
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Silly Goose
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Yeah! The goose marries the frog, and the cow jumps over the candle, and they all live happily everquest. The end. But seriously folks, I know whatcha mean, I haven't got anyone around here to swap ideas and energy with either. Stoopid People, why can't they all be more like me? ;} luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-30 08:16:02 |
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Date night survival.
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If you remove those things that remind you of bad times and try to forget them all, wouldn't you be setting yourself up to...repeat them? [PrometheusX]
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2003-01-29 15:37:42 |
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Date night survival.
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I think those are some resolutions we should all make ~ And Keep! I'm thinking of you! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-29 14:38:46 |
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Working for a living.
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Sounds as iff you've found your calling. Go back to school so you can make a career out of it and voluteer in the mean time. Sounds like you've got it all worked out. I am soooo happy for you! I will write back soon. I promise. Been busy. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-01-29 12:54:52 |
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Working for a living.
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make this 3...go back to school!!! lol [RIPSRV]
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2003-01-28 19:40:17 |
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Working for a living.
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Personally, I think that's fantastic.... [DDI9R9]
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2003-01-28 19:34:35 |
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Working for a living.
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It sounds like a very rewarding job, but I don't know if I could put up with all that! [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-28 16:17:59 |
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Essential
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Jet Plane So I am in this jet plane its going 500 miles an hour I can see everything that is happening I can't stop, I am on auto-pilot. I should know better breathe deep, relax, if it is meant to happen it will. But the bomb has been releasd. There is no stopping it. It hurtles down, down, deep into my psyche. Exploding just above my heart. Burning through all the chains and layers of protective bullshit, meant to save it for another day. So what am i afraid of? Chain reaction, cellular fussion, the losing of me for you, into the giant blob of us. So I am in this jet plane its going 500 miles an hour I can see everything that is happening. I grab hold of the controls and land safely. Listen to Don Henley's cd The End of the Innocence about 100 times.. good luck [Chef Biff]
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2003-01-28 05:31:13 |
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Essential
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OK. POOF. YOU'RE YOU. I AM HERE. KNOW ME. [Evil Mo Fo]
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2003-01-27 14:37:26 |
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I am greedy.
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Hey, I know the feeling! Me being a guhnarly and guhnasty guy, girls have a tendency to run and/or vomit at the very sight of me, so I don't get to find out much about them myself. Oh, and don't worry, I'll be writing back to you soon. luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-27 12:52:06 |
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I am greedy.
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omg I forgot about Lagerfeld. Loved it. I used to use that years ago!! how funny. very unique smell too. So you think that's it?? lol, tc [RIPSRV]
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2003-01-26 03:46:45 |
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Voracious
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I AM HERE. KNOW ME. [Evil Mo Fo]
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2003-01-24 15:25:48 |
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F 'd up.
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LOL...I like that. Very cute! [Crazyknight]
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2003-01-24 02:59:30 |
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F 'd up.
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Alright, don't practice your alliteration on me! Thanx for sharing, and I promise to continue our dialogue when I have a few minutes to myself! Luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-23 14:34:53 |
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Smiles abound
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"Our love was so comfortable and broken in." A little John Mayer quote to brighten your day. I hope the conversation to which you are referring was with me.... [William Miller]
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2003-01-22 23:53:29 |
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Smiles abound
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was it with me? [chefjess]
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2003-01-22 23:43:59 |
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Smiles abound
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Hey, that's always good news. And a great attitude as well...just perfect. Hope it's better than you expect even! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-22 17:40:16 |
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Lusty
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Oooh, oooh, me Too! I know you can make it through, I'm always thinkin' of ya! luv [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-21 10:33:26 |
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Lusty
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I have been there too. My hubby and I have been together for 11 years and sometimes those years have been long and others....far too short. Don't give up sweetie. You have so many out there pulliung for you. I'm one of them. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-01-21 08:47:36 |
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N/A
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*smiles* Hey, it could have been worse...could have been some odd-named X movie? [The Outlaw Torn]
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2003-01-18 20:29:10 |
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Ellipsis70@yahoo.com
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I have, "maybe", three people that I email regularly...and by regularly, I mean once or twice a week. I'd be ever so fortunate to have that much time back again... [The Outlaw Torn]
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2003-01-18 20:25:20 |
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Maybe
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I'm in awe...could be my frame of mind, but that was just a little weird. I'm not surprised I'm not the only FOD here...I'm sure there'll be a stampede pretty soon, at the rate that site is going. [The Outlaw Torn]
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2003-01-18 20:22:58 |
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Maybe
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mabe im amazed at the way u try to reach me.......thank u for your thoughts [richlyintune]
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2003-01-18 06:32:50 |
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Maybe
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MAYBE!?! OH FOR CRYING OUT LOUD MAYBE!?! You are such a woman!! Kidding have a great weekend. [haolcatx]
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2003-01-18 00:36:35 |
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Maybe
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Wow. i like that. Makes yah think. [ittybittygurlie]
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2003-01-17 02:47:54 |
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Maybe
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~waving hello~ [Amazing Woman]
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2003-01-16 15:18:45 |
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Maybe
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~waving hello~ [Amazing Woman]
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2003-01-16 15:18:43 |
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Maybe
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Hi, saw your note on amazing woman's diary about being an FOD transplant. I am too...was over there (still kind of am) for past year and a half (maybe longer). I NEED to write as well, which is why I'm here for the time being. Just waving hello :-) [A ROSE IS A ROSE]
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2003-01-16 05:31:40 |
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Midnight Muse
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yes....sleepin in a stranger's bed. I just like fod better.....its, cozier! lol [Peanut Butter Kisses]
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2003-01-15 20:04:59 |
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Seven days till Chicago.
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I've so been there....the clipped wing syndrome. [Peanut Butter Kisses]
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2003-01-15 20:03:37 |
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I like it, I really like it.
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i can soooooo relate to the "noise". my 3 and 4 yr olds are only quiet when sleeping..and not always then! lol [Peanut Butter Kisses]
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2003-01-15 20:02:13 |
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Maybe
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oh man....do i have alot of MAYBE's in my life!! thanks for stopping by! do you feel as lost without FOD as I do? lol [Peanut Butter Kisses]
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2003-01-15 20:00:02 |
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Maybe
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I like this entry.... Oh to answere your question, as to why? cause I drink too damn much... :( [Dnice_35]
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2003-01-15 10:30:53 |
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Maybe
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Ok but one question....Is that a maybe maybe or a mabye for sure? LOL [Crazyknight]
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2003-01-14 20:45:47 |
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Maybe
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Just wanted to say thanks for giving me something to think about-I'd never looked at "maybe" that way. Maybe I should take a closer look at what I mean. But then again... [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-14 18:43:48 |
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Ellipsis70@yahoo.com
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just wish to drop you a line to thank you for commenting on my new found place to write. i wish you get your e-mail too. the only kind of e-mail i hate are those annoying spam mail. so disgusting. wow 35 people to write. you must have used up lots of stamps. you must have lots of pen-pals. i wasn't that lucky. never hit off the right person at all. they just never get in the write back mode. all that is i wrote wrote wrote and almost never hear from them back. such excitment. [willnothing]
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2003-01-14 17:38:35 |
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N/A
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Ok pardon my ignorance, but I dont know that story..... anyways thanxs for your coment in my diary. take care. D [Dnice_35]
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2003-01-13 15:28:15 |
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N/A
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Geez, what a diversity of comments you got on this subject, ellipsis! Sounds like some people got a little touchy on it, too. Personally, I think I would have walked out on such a crappy sap-fest. It's pretty sad when you have to totally butcher a great story like that in order to appease a few (or even a bunch) of the disgruntled bleeding-hearts who feel like kids should grow up in a happy fairy tale. I mean, I grew up with the original, and look at me, sure I hate everyone who claims a different religion or belief than me, and I distrust everyone and randomly kick people into blazing furnaces, but other than that I think I turned out pretty much semi-normal. So always remember kids, always hate witches, and always say 'fuggoff' to the liberal bastatches who try to rape your cool stories about witches and goblins and serial killing stepmothers. Amen, pass the ammo! [Cunnivore]
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2003-01-13 13:09:04 |
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N/A
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Funny shit! Doesn't it just point to how much we humans just HATE change!! ;) I remember when my mother read me the ORIGINAL story of Snow White (and Rose Red!) long after I'd become partial to the Disney version! I sat up in bed and yelled at her, "You're ruining it, Mom! Read it right!" I guess it all depends on what you hear first, doesn't it?!... [OneDivineSpark]
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2003-01-13 09:12:10 |
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N/A
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I hope you realize, my friend, that not all witches are evil but it is good to tell children the classics for those stories taught a lesson. Lessons like don't talk to strangers. Take care. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-01-13 02:15:51 |
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N/A
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That was funny. I am sure that is small potatos compared to what Walt Disney will do to it if they get a hold of it for a movie. [haolcatx]
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2003-01-12 22:51:48 |
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N/A
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Hahaha...did you at least enjoy this bastardized musical? [PrometheusX]
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2003-01-12 20:12:42 |
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N/A
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that's it warp their fragile little minds. people are evil, truct no one, burn them all. [chefjess]
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2003-01-12 19:32:07 |
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Absurdity
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Sometimes the trouble comes because guys have no concept of what is really going on or what you're going through. Could go either way. Try to be patient with the dude until he gets over it. Only you know when you've had enough. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-01-12 13:34:08 |
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Absurdity
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Just a different perspective... Not saying this is the case here. Some guys can be really insecure about certain things. Like if they find something they really, really like - they don't want it to disappear, and a million different possibilities flash through their minds - "why is this happening?", "what did i do?". They don't understand their feelings, are helpless to stop them, and blame you for them (or something like that). [EndsFall]
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2003-01-12 08:09:13 |
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Absurdity
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Oh, yeah...beware. I'm going to be a regular reader of you. Hahaha...you may not like it, and later on, you may find out why. [PrometheusX]
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2003-01-12 05:40:11 |
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Absurdity
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Hi Ellipsis. Thanks. Seems that whenever I meet a woman, any woman, the first thing I want to know about them is whether they are someone I can respect. In other words, if they have any brains at all, I end up challenging them or pissing them off just to see if they have any guts. Hmmmm........I bet they don't appreciate that. Well, ya never stop learning, do ya? Good luck. [DDI9R9]
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2003-01-12 04:32:48 |
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Absurdity
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Vision? Hahaha...that's an odd way of putting it. But thank you. [PrometheusX]
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2003-01-12 02:18:17 |
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Absurdity
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Lol...well, you know some people. Ludicrous. Ten car accidents? I have to hear about that... [PrometheusX]
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2003-01-11 23:45:50 |
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Absurdity
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i knew it! "chicks dig scars", wear them as badges of pride and honor, and when you forget where you got them create a great story. [chefjess]
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2003-01-11 23:45:04 |
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You will go your way, I mine.
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Express yourself as you see fit. I used to describe myself in many different ways and often still do. Do as your soul dictates. Let your spirit and imagination soar! Life too quickly robs us of such joy. Never let it go is my advice. [Witchy Woman]
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2003-01-11 13:37:24 |
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You will go your way, I mine.
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How about writing about the things you feel belong in the elipsis, but other people will find vital to the idea of knowing who you are? Extended metaphors are evil, but hey. Sometimes you see yourself and think so much of it is unimportant, but since you're only on #8, who here is going to know anything unless you fill in the blanks? [thookerov]
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2003-01-11 04:21:07 |
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Midnight Muse
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Hi ellipsis, thanks for the comments in my diary. I write here because I've decided to be less introspective (which isn't quite working, but anyway... ;) I want to be able to examine my thoughts and express them openly. I also want to practice writing. It's something that I've always liked to do, but never had the time for! I hope your muse finds you (and if it finds you when you're alseep, that you're still inspired when you wake up!) [EndsFall]
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2003-01-11 03:46:13 |
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Blatant request.
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I thourghly enjoyed the Taken series on Sci Fi. Can't wait to get it on DVD! Thanks for stopping by! [CMYK]
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2003-01-10 15:13:30 |
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Seven days till Chicago.
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Hey ellipsis, thanks for your comments. I won't always make sense in my entries so just ignore those times when they happen. :) I hope Chicago goes well for you. I've only been there once in my life. Let's see...... and also Miami, NYC, St Louis, Kansas City, Dallas, Ft Worth, San Antonio, Salt Lake City, Sacramento, Reno, San Francisco, Denver, and this town of 500 people 5 miles away from here called Alda. :) Take care. [AFadedDream]
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2003-01-10 00:48:33 |
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Seven days till Chicago.
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i finally find some one "perfect" and she's married! damn my luck! you got a sister? [chefjess]
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2003-01-10 00:34:59 |
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Seven days till Chicago.
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I have never been to Chicago. I can't wait to read your journal about it. [haolcatx]
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2003-01-09 23:58:49 |
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Overslept my welcome...
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That is Hamptaro. Ive watched it before with nothing better to do. It isn't bad. You want great Anime though Techtv has some. Later~ Richard [Anonymous]
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2003-01-09 12:50:36 |
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I like it, I really like it.
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Welcome to MDD by the way! It's a good place to go and get things off your mind. Yes, I am trying to keep my outlook positive for this year. Should be an interesting year! [Crazyknight]
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2003-01-08 18:05:19 |
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I like it, I really like it.
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I know how you feel sweetie. My children make alot of noise too and there are times I just want to run and hide. I don't and can't but I know you understand. Take heart. I'm rooting for you! :-) [Witchy Woman]
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